Engima

i RETURN

Wed, 15 Aug 2007 21:48:32 GMT

Wow its been Three Years,since the last time I posted,in fact the last time anyone has seen me. Yes i vanshied-some of you may of enjoyed that but well thats your prog!

Well ive changed a lot,yes people change.
Ihave been in a relaionship for 3years,and not cheated once.Yep she is the ONE.Iam very happy
I am a owerner of a business, and im on my way to start another one,I dont drink anymore well havent in years,or been culbing. Yep ive become old and boaring. I do hope all my old friends are happy and doing well. Im very happy that tom has come back up here-all the best love.

I do have some meanding to do with one person,a lot in fact.Ijust hope i get the change to do so.

Well hugs and happiness to all

Mutant x

ENGAGED TO JEN XXXX

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 18:46:39 GMT

Today i have some happy news to boardcast,normaly when im on ere im depressed but not no more i SO HAPPY IM ENGAGED YESSSSSSSSSS ENGAGED TO JEN.TO THE BEST GIRL IN THE WORLD
I NEVER THOUGHT IT POSSBLE FOR ME TO BE HAPPY AFTER ALL THE SHIT. OK PARTY SOON when organized, LET KNOW WHEN ,ALL WELLCOME,especial lisa,haitt,roy,steve,tom,gem,trio and especialy MY FRIEND EMMA TOO,WHO I KNOW HAS ALSO BEEN SHIT
!!!GLAD WERE FRIENDS,:) LOVE YA ,IT WOULD MEAN THE WORLD TO ME AND JEN IF WEREM TO BE MY BRIDESMAID/PAGEBOy (look good in tux):)

fianly thing IM ENGAGED,STEVE I BET YOU NEVER SEEN THIS COMING!!!! LOL

DARKSIDE OR LIGTH OF MY SOUL

Fri, 21 Oct 2005 22:47:27 GMT

lalalalalala and the world goes round

Fri, 21 Oct 2005 22:03:10 GMT

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Fri, 07 Oct 2005 21:17:30 GMT

Wow its amazing i have time to write in ere,shhh before i get given another job to do..oh!!!! to late,well ive started so ill finish. Im happy at the moment but i dont wan to jinx it tho,things seem to be working out,my fresh start i think is working. Im at uin doing my degrees,and im still working as well as looking after my disabled mum who i love,i must amidmit im pooped,i get up at 6am everyday and start working,ive lost weight which is a good thing,aswell i dont have time to stop and eat,im poooped so much. I aint bin out in the social world for years ive forgotten what humans look like lol.

Im lving my art courses Although i fucking hate my toutor bitch ill poke her eye out with a sharp penical till it bleeds arhhhhh! apart from that ok.

Me and my gf jen are,well seem to be getting on ok :),
Im not jinxing anything tho (have a habbit of doing that lol) I love her and im in love xxxxx well must be off more work to do

lalala happy

Sun, 02 Oct 2005 21:34:28 GMT

mmmmmm what a few days in fact week its been for me. Im very happy and in love.
this will sound werid for me but i dont really have anywords to say lol hard to belive i no hehehe
ive been feeling like im in a dream world all week,and i love it,im coping with too degrees too.
im in loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :)

Mon, 26 Sep 2005 23:07:14 GMT

Wow!!! well for those who no me this is my new site,i created this as well my last live journal was full of the past,all the bad shit and bad ideas and emostions i had. I aint saying ive forgotern about the things as well they are my past and its apart of me,infact it changed me for good or bad i dont know,only people around me can tell!!!!!

So as its a new tearm,i have new goals and dreams and i wanted to start new. so if you wounder who it was well,its me Dee :P

Wow I dont no were to start today,im happy and full of life,apart from beeing pooped, Im at sunderland uin doing too degrees crimeology and fine art. Im still working as my martial arts teacher,its werid i feel ive changed so much,well a lot,for a start i dont get drunk anymore,i hardly drink apart from my can of fosters im having know :)

lol

I decide to drop my second case at court (from the rape this year) as well it was hard enough doing it all alone then i carnt do it agian plus i want to move on in my life,i relized if i stop living he won even more so,than the damge he did to me,which will remain deep inside my dark wombs i hide. Call me a failuer or chicken well i couldnt do it anymore,with out giving up on myself and life,and to be honest i love life and i want ot live it.

So i guess why this is ahole new me :)

I aint saying passted things will never hornt me as they will and do,like i said i will recive my revenge and ill wait,but while i do ill contuine my life and make a sucess.

Im happy at the moment and ive fixed passed things the best i can,i will like to take this oppatuinty to apoligizes to anyone and i no who they are just aint putting ther names on ere,but i want to say sorry for been so fucked u,im sorry. I love you all :P

well talking about beeing happy,apart from i feel like im working towards my goals,i went on a date with a girl who i met on line and who lives in sunderland,shes called jen,wow she is amazing,and we get on so well,we both have falling for each other :) heres to hopefully happy times to come

well have to go but i love you all and thanks for everything scobbie gang thats roy,tom,scotty,lisa,haitt,gemz,trio and my bro kris i love you too xxxx

rest in peace all those ive lost and love mwahhhhh xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx